| - "Joy" I AM: still alive. I SAID: I'd put up a fight. I WANT: balance. I (still) WISH: there was a cure for diabetes. I MISS: quiet. I FEAR: leaving behind those who love me the most; without saying "goodbye". I HEAR: more than what someone says aloud. I WONDER: if 50 is still possible. I REGRET: my ignorance. I AM NOT: going to be cured, at this rate. I DANCE: with the Devil by the pale moonlight; daily. I SING: when I know the words. I AM NOT ALWAYS: here. I MADE: a deal with the Creator, and it is still in place. I WRITE: when I need to, and it's still nonfictional poetry/prose. I CONFUSE: myself and damn near everybody else. I NEED: more therapy than I'm getting. I SHOULD: be able to look into just that, next month. I START: Book 7 of "The Wheel of Time" very soon. I FINISH: reading books a LOT faster than I used to. I BELIEVE: in the Creator (the Heavenly Father), the Great Mother, the Light of the World, and the Reverend Ira James. I KNOW: through the Word and His gift given to my Brother, I will live to see 31. I CAN: get through this, with help. I CAN’T: fathom the alternative. I SEE: that Hope, Spirit, Love, and forgiveness for myself is possible. I BLOG: when I have something to say. I READ: like I am there; inside the story. IT PISSES ME OFF: when people seriously mislead you and you come out feeling the total ass. I FIND: that Life, as I know it, is a reality that is ever and always a matter of evolution. I LIKE: being happy. I LOVE: you; always. I'm still working on "me." |